Sometimes I feel that I shouldn't have done some stuff in my life, such bad stuff that I hurt my beloved ones while I did them. My regret is chasing me, ready for making me suffer because of the past. These thoughts invade my mind and make it blurry with a different concept of who I am. I can't stop remembering those moments of pain and suffer. I can't forget how my stomach was squeezing in the hopes of my punishment.
This happened two years ago, and even though, I can't forget it. But I don't regret about what I've done; because all the lies where I was living, were moving away so that only the truth could remain. Before the truth of all my actions was discovered, I lived in an infinity insomnia, without sleep because of the accusations of my conscience who said to me: "sooner or later you'll get caught".
Now that i realize, some of my actions were not as serious for hiding them to my loved ones. But as the time passed, the problem was becoming more serious until it became uncontrollable; and when this happened, it explode along with several past actions that stayed hidden.
I suffered, I cried and I yelled; but i realize that it served me to learn from my mistakes and not commit them again anymore. Thanks to that the truth was discovered, I live in more calm, although the insomnia visits me some nights.
What I mean is that we must live our lives in the maximum but without exceeding. Think things before acting, don't let yourself influence by your friendships, always triyto do the right thing for you even though it seems difficult to do, don't do things just to gain popularity because in reality it doesn't work, don't hide the truth to the people who want, don't lie if it is not necessary, if you have any problem don't hesitate to say to someone. Because life is short, and with a simple wrong step that you walk, everything can be thrown overboard.
I do not regret my errors, but hadn't lost so much time of my life if I haven't committed them.
This happened two years ago, and even though, I can't forget it. But I don't regret about what I've done; because all the lies where I was living, were moving away so that only the truth could remain. Before the truth of all my actions was discovered, I lived in an infinity insomnia, without sleep because of the accusations of my conscience who said to me: "sooner or later you'll get caught".
Now that i realize, some of my actions were not as serious for hiding them to my loved ones. But as the time passed, the problem was becoming more serious until it became uncontrollable; and when this happened, it explode along with several past actions that stayed hidden.
I suffered, I cried and I yelled; but i realize that it served me to learn from my mistakes and not commit them again anymore. Thanks to that the truth was discovered, I live in more calm, although the insomnia visits me some nights.
What I mean is that we must live our lives in the maximum but without exceeding. Think things before acting, don't let yourself influence by your friendships, always triyto do the right thing for you even though it seems difficult to do, don't do things just to gain popularity because in reality it doesn't work, don't hide the truth to the people who want, don't lie if it is not necessary, if you have any problem don't hesitate to say to someone. Because life is short, and with a simple wrong step that you walk, everything can be thrown overboard.
I do not regret my errors, but hadn't lost so much time of my life if I haven't committed them.
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