domingo, 27 de diciembre de 2009

Yeah we are friends


Yeah, we are friends and I thought I was ok with that, but the time has passed and talking to you has been my drug, knowing that you are online is my addiction and I dont care if I have an overdose because you will be there with me - but as friends- and I cant do nothing about it.
I know I've lost all my chances, cuz you love someone else, you have told me that like a hundred times, and I cant do anything about it...
I know that I have someone else, but he is only a friend and he will never be as close as you are to my heart <3.

Yeah, I've lost all my chances and everything will be the same, but I hope that the girl you love will treat you right, I hope that she takes care of your heart as I always try, and most important, I hope that she hugs you and holds you tight, because I will never be able to even hold your hand, touch your skin or look at your gorgeous eyes, I'm just the "far away" friend that will never be close to you..,

And I cant do nothing about it...

miércoles, 23 de diciembre de 2009

From a broken heart...

They say that from a broken heart can come alive the most gorgeous words ever heard... from a broken heart can come alive a new strong soul... but from a broken heart can come alive the worst pain...
Sorry I cant write anymore... my heart is too broken for writing gorgeous words....

miércoles, 9 de diciembre de 2009

It´s Over


What´s done its done in this life,
No one can tell us where to hide;
Even though those times were great
you know it really had to end.

I cant blame you for all my suffer
If I were the one who ended this;
Although you were the one who started it
I thank you for making me happy.

You know I loved you, but its over;
We cant fool ourselves because its over;
this wasnt working and now its over;
the life goes one, so move over.

I have to confess that I wasnt lying
when I told you I was going to wait forever
but every obstacle made our love weaker;
Even though I waited, you werent coming.

I know we can move on to our old lifes
When we were single and without lies
You can count on me as a friend
Thats the only way our hearts can mend.

You know I loved you, but its over;
we cant fool ourselves because its over;
this wasnt working and now its over;
the life goes on, so move over.

I was blind, but you opened my eyes;
I was dumb, but you made me talk.
You were the one who stopped my tears,
you were the one who took my fears.

We just dont belong together, my darling
You know Im right at telling you this, baby
We have to continue with our different ways,
If you want my friendship, I´ll be here always.

You know I loved you, but its over;
We cant fool ourselves because its over;
This wasnt working and now its over;
The life goes on, so move over.

No promises, no disappointments;
No tears, no happiness;
No sounds, no silences...

martes, 8 de diciembre de 2009

I dreamed about you


How was it? I dont know,
I just know that i fell in love
with a cute and sweet boy
who just stole all my soul.

I saw him for the first time

in a concert, i was his fan,
but now he is only mine,
I would never let go his hand.

He was spinning with his guitar

when he caught my eye,
he didn't know who I was

but he didn't passed me by.

He asked me out, I said yes,
we had a great day,

none of this was a mess

on an afternoon of may.


Sumer passed, also fall,

he was in a world tour,

I never lost him, not at all
although my nights were sour.


Winter came, missed him a lot,

everyday we talked on the phone;
he wont forget me, i know he wont

and one sweet day he'll come home.


Christmas came to my toes,

he called saying he had a surprise,
he was outside with a mistletoe
asking me to love him 'till the sunrise.


Five years have passed since that day,

every moment is kept in my mind;
he took me to a special place

and asked me: would you be mi wife?


We got married in a special beach,

it was all I ever wanted it to be;

I can't believe my dream is reached

'cuz we are a lovely "you and me".

Two kids are playing in the pool

on a special day: the day we met,
twelve years have passed, im still his fool,
this will last forever, I can bet...


The clock woke me up at six am,

all my life with him was a dream

but today my wish will come true again

'cuz in the concert I'll be waiting for him.

I know that one of these days

his gorgeous eyes will be mine,
he will have a smile on his face,

and the wedding will be on time....

jueves, 22 de octubre de 2009

Dust in the wine


This is my last letter

Now I made up my mind

I know this is better

Cuz we are dust in the wine.


I thought u loved me

and that u were mine

but now we can't be

nothing but dust in the wine.


I'm trapped in a queer dream

Where u were lovely and kind

But then I woke up with a scream

Now we are dust in the wine.


I gotta move on, dear

Cuz I'm worth more than a dime

I need to get out of here

You and I are dust in the wine.


Got nothing against you

But I don't have more time

And surely I'll miss you

We are only dust in the wine.


This is going too far

I won't walk any mile

But now it's too hard

Cuz we are dust in the wine.


The only thing I'm going to try

Is to look and look until I find

Someone who doesn't make me cry

Cuz you and I are dust in the wine.


These are the reasons your are dust

Cuz I won't tell u any other rhyme

I'll stop cuz my heart will burst

And that's why I'm the wine.

domingo, 21 de junio de 2009

My mistakes


Sometimes I feel that I shouldn't have done some stuff in my life, such bad stuff that I hurt my beloved ones while I did them. My regret is chasing me, ready for making me suffer because of the past. These thoughts invade my mind and make it blurry with a different concept of who I am. I can't stop remembering those moments of pain and suffer. I can't forget how my stomach was squeezing in the hopes of my punishment.

This happened two years ago, and even though, I can't forget it. But I don't regret about what I've done; because all the lies where I was living, were moving away so that only the truth could remain. Before the truth of all my actions was discovered, I lived in an infinity insomnia, without sleep because of the accusations of my conscience who said to me: "sooner or later you'll get caught".

Now that i realize, some of my actions were not as serious for hiding them to my loved ones. But as the time passed, the problem was becoming more serious until it became uncontrollable; and when this happened, it explode along with several past actions that stayed hidden.

I suffered, I cried and I yelled; but i realize that it served me to learn from my mistakes and not commit them again anymore. Thanks to that the truth was discovered, I live in more calm, although the insomnia visits me some nights.

What I mean is that we must live our lives in the maximum but without exceeding. Think things before acting, don't let yourself influence by your friendships, always triyto do the right thing for you even though it seems difficult to do, don't do things just to gain popularity because in reality it doesn't work, don't hide the truth to the people who want, don't lie if it is not necessary, if you have any problem don't hesitate to say to someone. Because life is short, and with a simple wrong step that you walk, everything can be thrown overboard.

I do not regret my errors, but hadn't lost so much time of my life if I haven't committed them.